April 6, 2023 Today marks a significant amount of time in the depths of change.  It is a deeply seeded rooting of old habits and they grow back like weeds.  I worry that the new seeds will be smothered over time by them.  It is significantly more difficult lately to push on ahead to new … Continue reading


March 27, 2023 The world wonders About galaxies and stars While missing the miracles Of our created life. How was it to be you Young and carefree Stumbling safely In your country home? Was it lonely With so much freedom Ripping your innocence Like petals plucked from a daisy? Does he love me? Does he … Continue reading

Hearty Love

Hearty love masks madness with petals and dark chocolate. Bottle caps ring against the marble,  Like the metal blade of your tongue hitting my internal walls. We drink to our forgiveness with deep fruit and sweet carbonation.  Sacrifice drags on in the dark hours of anger. Each moment a memory adds to the growing fire. … Continue reading


February 10, 2023 Crippling anxiety attacks on the brightest of days.  The battle wages in the mind as the soul heals beneath the fleshy form.  To fight against me is to lose me to the one you forsook.  He protects me and guides me through the endless struggles of human life.  You on the other … Continue reading


February 4, 2023 I realized today that I live my life like an organizer ghost.  The goal is set and all achievements are broken down to tasks. Most of the time those tasks are easy: five, ten, or fifteen minutes to complete, depending on my experience level.  Others take quiet concentration and hours set aside … Continue reading

Broken Reflections

Figures dance along the edges of the cracked glass, Judgment dancing in their eyes, Though their shadows shiver at your gaze. Chills whisper on your skin, Peppered in missed droplets, Never dried away like the words stuck inside. Fans suck the tears from the air, Like your towel wipes away wishes Around reality buckling at … Continue reading